since i was diagnose with #lupus i want to go a vacation for a #life time. i dnt want to be fix bcoz its unfixable. u cannot fix it watever u do. and i hate taking medicines. im tried.
i want to explore the world and be on God side to fill more my spirit so dat im more prepare for the worst. coz i knw this world is not ours. its not the real home. our real home is in heaven. which we r so young, no worries and happy.
moreon, i cant stand the sacrifes our my parents. wat about them their happiness? i feel so selfish. and i was so selfish for me not to tell dem ds i prefer sharing with you guys for can actually read this. i dnt want to add more pain in their hearts. i feel so bad. im depressed.
and i knw God is here with me. i surrender already my life to God. i want God to lead my life for a happy and everlasting life :) and i pray that he will give my family happiness and hakuna matata when im gone :)
but for now… im going to be strong and mobe for what God gave me. he wants me to fight. so im going to be a good girl. and write it hr. haha
im back tumblr :)
dats all. its just my free write. free thought. if dt s a wrong grammar, i am very sorry i dnt hav tym to edit ds and i am not really good in english yeah ! sorry :) and thank you all for reading it :)